The world is pretty and you see beauty everywhere if you shut yourself away from the uglier side. And I think I'm good at being just that. Of course it does not solve any problem and you're just clueless half the time. But, when you're suddenly exposed to uglier side all over again, it's difficult to deal with and you feel vulnerable. It's as if you've been living a lie. But you know what? Just breath, relax, let go. . .be happy again. Continue doing whatever it was you were doing. Well, unless it's illegal or something.